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Think about the love inside the strength of heart
Think about the heroes saving life in the dark
Climbing higher through the fire, time was running out
Think about the chance I never had to say
Thank you for giving up your life that day
Never fearing, only hearing voices calling out
Let it all go, the life that you know, just to bring it down alive
Be Strong
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Don't be shy. Cause I'm not. heh D:
I thought I saw the bumble bee.
Ah well. It's gonna be just you and me.
Ready?
Stay put where you are. Keep your soul and keep your heart. I'm loving y o u.
The world will little note, nor long remember what we say here, but it can never forget what they did here.
Hello, I am Jessica.
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do F a s h i o n related work/studies.
have a MAJOR CRUSH/INTEREST/FLING with branding and marketing related works/studies
am an art person. maybe has a flair but the talent is shaky and unstable. but recognises the depth of personal potential for arts. (:
I'm kinda brilliant. Mental note that aights? (:
Loves: Almost everyone.
Hates: Nothing really. Until you really know me i guess. (:
Jess kinda rocks; like big time ._.
It scares me.
10:01 PM Friday, September 19, 2008
bread with mulberry jam is my brunch. sigh. its a bliss this way.
i know i must be the most spoiled child. but with that, it came with a price.
kor, sorry for the rude sms. i was just not thinking straight. anxiety got the better of me.
a fear that can grip you by the heart and instantly squeeze it, making you defenseless and helpless. I want to do something about it. i feel the need to straighten my crooked soul right, because its not a burden of mine only. someone dear to me is involved. either way, we cannot collapse.
i cannot tell her how much pent up emotions and gripping fear i have. somehow somewhat, i will face it bravely. i just need to think. everyone needs a spiritual shelter. though as much as i chose to try to meditate and try to void my thoughts everytime i need to cool down for certain circumstances, there are really just times where memory trickles in to kill me slowly. my shelter is yondering away. i feel invaded. i feel unstable. i'm lost. i run. nowhere to run, i will get incredibly scared.i have to reclaim my shelter back. i need to fight for my balance in life. i cannot leave things as they are. i can choose to love and accept but it takes time. all i need, is to see, hear and think for myself.for what things are. they will always be. but Perspective can change how things appear to be, hence changing lives. even though things wont go away.hahahaha sometimes if you guys just find me stoning out of nowhere, im not trying to slack (though sometimes its that case) but im just thinking. i dont react to my emotions immediately is because im thinking. because i have difficulty reading all my friends' minds and not knowing what reaction is the best. so fishball, STOP STICKING MASKING TAPE ON ME THINKING I DONT KNOW. cause i do know, just lazy to siam. even so, i wonder why we ended up running around in the SEWING room just over two small pieces of masking tape?sigh. . . i got weird friends. LOL. but i love them so. (:cried and grew.
Don't be shy really. I know you are itching to say something. Just try to sound clever aights? (:
Let it all go, the life that you know, just to bring it down alive
Put your heart here. D E P O S I T
We have soul, though not all are soldiers.
In memory. Let's try tracing back history and continue to make wonderful history worthy of mention.
Call the police. They are helpful though they sound sick of the world. (: They may just keep you safe.