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Think about the love inside the strength of heart
Think about the heroes saving life in the dark
Climbing higher through the fire, time was running out
Think about the chance I never had to say
Thank you for giving up your life that day
Never fearing, only hearing voices calling out
Let it all go, the life that you know, just to bring it down alive
Be Strong
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Anyhow, WELCOME.
Don't be shy. Cause I'm not. heh D:
I thought I saw the bumble bee.
Ah well. It's gonna be just you and me.
Ready?
Stay put where you are. Keep your soul and keep your heart. I'm loving y o u.
The world will little note, nor long remember what we say here, but it can never forget what they did here.
Hello, I am Jessica.
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do F a s h i o n related work/studies.
have a MAJOR CRUSH/INTEREST/FLING with branding and marketing related works/studies
am an art person. maybe has a flair but the talent is shaky and unstable. but recognises the depth of personal potential for arts. (:
I'm kinda brilliant. Mental note that aights? (:
Loves: Almost everyone.
Hates: Nothing really. Until you really know me i guess. (:
Jess kinda rocks; like big time ._.
a day of semi sickness.
4:26 AM Tuesday, March 27, 2007
i wasn't really sick. but random cough, headache, bodyache and slight feverish body. seeing the doctor is redundant. so i opted for the best option of all: go to grandma house and spend a day in solitude and her care.its been a long while since she has took care of me. and a very long while ever since i have acting cute to her. i may be 18 now, but in her eyes i am always the cannot grow up kid. the most spoilt and most clingy grand daughter she has.i must be the most useless grand daughter in the world. cause i do not know how to take care of her. she has to take care of me instead. if i ask time to stay, will it leave her a healthy being to see life through with me? im selfish i know. im sorry. im fucking sorry. pardon me, but no other words works with me now.3plus. sun's warm and beads of sweat trickled ever so slightly down my head. she's resting on the bed. i pulled the mattress out and i slept on it. she was awakened, though the sound was minimal. and she asked me to sleep on the bed as she would be getting up to cook dinner soon. i smiled and said she should just sleep and i would be fine to sleep on the mattress. on top of that, dont worry about stepping on me, i got too much meat to feel pain. :) she laughed and head back to dreamland. i just bury my face in the soft red pillow of my sister's and gaze gently at the fuzzy yellow tinged sunlight that seeped through the curtained windows.i could just dreamt of all the world, but reality checks in with me pretty fast. before i knew it, a day just passed like that. time to wake up jessica. time to stop basking in the warm sun and seeking comfort in grandma. time for work. time for school. time for the cruel fast paced world out there.grandma i love you. i thank you for accepting all the past i have. if i could rewrite my past, i will leave it as it is. or else i will never appreciate you the way i do now. and i swear, with all my heart and soul, i will not grow up for you.p.s. tara, i agree with you on the karma thing.cried and grew.
Don't be shy really. I know you are itching to say something. Just try to sound clever aights? (:
Let it all go, the life that you know, just to bring it down alive
Put your heart here. D E P O S I T
We have soul, though not all are soldiers.
In memory. Let's try tracing back history and continue to make wonderful history worthy of mention.
Call the police. They are helpful though they sound sick of the world. (: They may just keep you safe.