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Think about the love inside the strength of heart
Think about the heroes saving life in the dark
Climbing higher through the fire, time was running out
Think about the chance I never had to say
Thank you for giving up your life that day
Never fearing, only hearing voices calling out
Let it all go, the life that you know, just to bring it down alive
Be Strong
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Don't be shy. Cause I'm not. heh D:
I thought I saw the bumble bee.
Ah well. It's gonna be just you and me.
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Stay put where you are. Keep your soul and keep your heart. I'm loving y o u.
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Hello, I am Jessica.
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do F a s h i o n related work/studies.
have a MAJOR CRUSH/INTEREST/FLING with branding and marketing related works/studies
am an art person. maybe has a flair but the talent is shaky and unstable. but recognises the depth of personal potential for arts. (:
I'm kinda brilliant. Mental note that aights? (:
Loves: Almost everyone.
Hates: Nothing really. Until you really know me i guess. (:
Jess kinda rocks; like big time ._.
terrifying thoughts that defy fantasies.
7:37 AM Sunday, November 12, 2006
i like jeremy's nick. " i rather die a man than to live a coward."horrific contempt.i wish not to lie. i dont know what to say. so i said things without thinking and i shut up. but i want to speak up. yes, i am hurt. but i dont want to say it out loud. my pride indeed. i dont want to say anything. i know you meant well. i know you were trying to be as tactful as possible. but still, i felt im guilty. im wrong. and im everything bad. shame soon turned into anger. i dont know what am i mad for. maybe im mad at myself for being so stupid.i am no saint. i lied. at some point or another. when details turned blurry and im stumped to say anything fair and wise, i lied. i wish not to. but i still did. i dont want to find anymore excuses, so yeah i lied.and no, i never lied about the wenhan incident. everything is true and as real as it can get. whatever's done is done. anything you guys still find not happy, charge it on my account. so shut up and forget everything. if i staying alive with my brain functioning, i wish i can set myself on fire. burn all the guilt and sins away. no evidence, no more unhappiness. case closed.yes yes. jessica lost her cheery mood. im wondering how am i going to sustain my mood. tml's another day. i dont want to give a sad face to kelly. it will be the last day im spending with her at work. i will perk up i think. somehow... somewhat.a big THANK YOU to chia ying and simon. haha. they visited me. and chia ying such a sweetheart. she bought me drink and chocolates. sweet. =) they are very very nice people. my little sweetness out of these stormy days im going through.on my way back home, i saw you. something hit me. im scared. very scared. what am i becoming into? im just like you. a monster. a mess. a puddle of bubble solution. ever ready to create nice bubbles of dreams. i am ever ready.correction.i WAS ever ready. something told me, that im no longer myself. i see my self in you. ive morphed into you. AND I DO NOT WANT THAT. you, instead became the reminder of my failure. never thought you will be. but hell, you are.self questioning often get me nowhere. but sometimes, it feels good to get you out of my mind. its nice to murder you from my thoughts. this is me. terrifying thoughts that defy fantasies.now im fucking scared.very.cried and grew.
Don't be shy really. I know you are itching to say something. Just try to sound clever aights? (:
Let it all go, the life that you know, just to bring it down alive
Put your heart here. D E P O S I T
We have soul, though not all are soldiers.
In memory. Let's try tracing back history and continue to make wonderful history worthy of mention.
Call the police. They are helpful though they sound sick of the world. (: They may just keep you safe.