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Think about the love inside the strength of heart
Think about the heroes saving life in the dark
Climbing higher through the fire, time was running out
Think about the chance I never had to say
Thank you for giving up your life that day
Never fearing, only hearing voices calling out
Let it all go, the life that you know, just to bring it down alive
Be Strong
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Don't be shy. Cause I'm not. heh D:
I thought I saw the bumble bee.
Ah well. It's gonna be just you and me.
Ready?
Stay put where you are. Keep your soul and keep your heart. I'm loving y o u.
The world will little note, nor long remember what we say here, but it can never forget what they did here.
Hello, I am Jessica.
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do F a s h i o n related work/studies.
have a MAJOR CRUSH/INTEREST/FLING with branding and marketing related works/studies
am an art person. maybe has a flair but the talent is shaky and unstable. but recognises the depth of personal potential for arts. (:
I'm kinda brilliant. Mental note that aights? (:
Loves: Almost everyone.
Hates: Nothing really. Until you really know me i guess. (:
Jess kinda rocks; like big time ._.
futurism.
10:22 AM Sunday, September 17, 2006
song im listening now is, Showbiz - Muse.claris wants Muse's songs from me. for some reason, i cant send to her. msn problem. =/ but i must warn to whoever it may concern first. i only listen to songs i think are nice. i deleted like 60% of what i dl-ed. its because i may not like songs too live/ too dark/ too gothic/ or too bland. sick of playing the same damned guitar tune over and over again. so basically, im reviewing all my Muse songs now. oh well.worked 12 hours today. felt like some stupid idiot. but oh well. for the sake of money. i did mentioned i am developing a stockholm syndrome for money. LOL. tired but not sleeping yet. im feeling indignant and want the taste of vindication sweetness almost too badly. fuck my job. im morphing into a monster which i refuse to acknowledge. back in check with reality. i realised im very very persistent and childish to hold onto the guy, ever so tightly and so helplessly. this kind of thing, sometimes it cant be helped. the feeling of melancholy just pop by and bug you for the rest of the day. or else, when one is numbed and used to the usual melancholy, we'll just shrug it off. ive been lying to myself for too long. and way too hard. till now, my consciousness has failed to register which are lies and which are not. it doesnt really matter anymore, does it? now now, im trying harder and harder each time. i actually do mind. REAL BAD! damned this thing called crush/ infatuation. its fooling with my sanity.once again, im sure my favourite quote comes in real handy now. Nothing that is so, is so. trust my words? or to gag them? choose.cried and grew.
Don't be shy really. I know you are itching to say something. Just try to sound clever aights? (:
Let it all go, the life that you know, just to bring it down alive
Put your heart here. D E P O S I T
We have soul, though not all are soldiers.
In memory. Let's try tracing back history and continue to make wonderful history worthy of mention.
Call the police. They are helpful though they sound sick of the world. (: They may just keep you safe.