Be Strong, Believe

new chapter. though stagnant.
5:55 AM Saturday, June 10, 2006

moving on.. forgetting *****. a new chapter of my life opens. though i've remained stagnant where i am. forgotten my identity. forgotten who i lived for. forgetting how my life suppose to steer.

KAES LARH. lol. i'm not so emo can? wahahahahahaha. no big deal larh him. he can go as he wish lorh. i've only unclasped the book of my secrets that remains hidden in a dark corner of my heart to my closer closest friends. right... they know i'm not so weak can? i only lack the courage to go up to him and slap him. LOL.

these few days have been the average days for me. lesser jokes have happened on me. so i found no reason to blog. though me and mel apparently have stark contrast. especially our character is the same. we share the same temperament. hence it's easy for us to lose grip sometimes. mel is more hot tempered than me. but i'm the one who alway get angry faster. even so, i'll be the one to repair our friendship. mel always forgive me and understand. lol. she realised my bad habits. and come to think of it, we do share similar bad habits. and we like same songs. and we sing in class. ok. i'm the one who alway start singing out of the blue. ahahahha. mel said i have a vocal she doesnt mind listening to. what a compliment to me. LOL.

grace u just remind me of the colour purple. lol. my favourite calming colour. yes. u are the greatest cutie i ever met. saying all the things that made my day brighter than the sun. will be there if u ever need someone to be there.

i'm jessica goh. a simple girl. dont really like fuss. not really interested in things that drain efforts and my attention. which is why i dont play maple even when gilbert ask me to. awww. sorry then. LOL. oh yeah. i almost forgot to blog this, DEREK LOST $2 TO LAU WENHUI. wenhui u basket. go around cheating money again. u started this in sec 1 and now u are jc 1 le still do this kind of thing. LOL. u arhhhh... forever the oldest looking kid at heart person i ever seen. but derek. to say the truth. u are very silly indeed to bet with wenhui when everyone knows germany sure win one. yeah larh i know u believe in miracle in opening match but then costa losing not more than a goal to germany isnt really much a miracle to believe in right? LOL. fancy a retard of football telling u this, i can imagine him hopping in anger. WAHA. =x

just joined 4E3'05 msn group. saw the latest gathering news. 31st august meet in zhonghua. no problems what. meant to go back and see teachers de lorh. ahahha. i swear it will be damn packed. i know i will never get to see mr lim. my favourite teacher. WAAAAAAAAA. T.T ok larhs. i miss zhonghua alot lorhs. mrs ngiam u are right abt us hating zhonghua when we are in secondary sch days. i miss it even though i know the system set up by miss tan is crap. but i swear i still miss it. i love my sch. if i ever have the chance again. i would like to do another potassium manganate test. i missed washing the burette and pipette. and hearing the 'pop' sound when hydrogen AND OXYGEN causing the burning/ lighted splint to extinguish. i love the different precipitates. and especially watching huiqi that pig not knowing how to light up her bunsen burner. i just missed all the chemistry practical stuffs. i hate physics practical. cause i know i always kena arrowed by miss ting. " jessica!!! i tot i said this alot of times? where's ur units? where's ur formulae? why ur experiment is like that? " and i will never forget the time where i burnt my skin when the battery leaked electricity. i had a blister for like 2 mths? so sad larh.

speaking of which, i still remember i was the first one to finished my chem practical. in practical exam we can see other people's experiment. waha. then in front of me is shengshi and tricia. wa lao. i was like... no hope counting on these two. count on myself is safer. LOL. then i think shengshi broke a conical flask if i'm not wrong. LOL. then when i finished writing my prac paper i look over to tricia side. WA LAO. her fire of her bunsen burner is three times the height of the bunsen burner itself larh. dots. i like... ehhhhhh tricia ur hair ur hair.. but then i cant talk. after the prac i told her and she was as usual, EHH GOT MEH?! =.= right... my eyes are playing tricks on me larh. then the physics practical. i know i'm the second one to finish the practical. shengshi actually was the first. BUT he suddenly went like SHIT. omg. and he re do his practical again. lucky the invigilator never penalise him for shouting the word shit. LOL. after the practical i remember he was saying he realised he read wrongly and have to re do. then he say he damn angry cause he never managed to finish. sigh. poor thing. BUT HE STILL GOT AN A2 LORH. wth. fine. win liao lorh.

ok larhs. enough of zhonghua blues. i will learn to appreciate life in TP. but then again. HUIQI. u take care can? i hope u are no longer like last time. one mth see doc one time. sometimes i suspect u fell in love with the doctor. LOL. i almost got the urge to go tell the doctor to give u a discount the next time u go again. my dear girl. i worry alot for ur health. send my regards to liyan. hope she's doing well in NP too. mass com a tough course leh. =))) MUACKS!!!

cried and grew.