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Think about the love inside the strength of heart
Think about the heroes saving life in the dark
Climbing higher through the fire, time was running out
Think about the chance I never had to say
Thank you for giving up your life that day
Never fearing, only hearing voices calling out
Let it all go, the life that you know, just to bring it down alive
Be Strong
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Hello, I am Jessica.
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do F a s h i o n related work/studies.
have a MAJOR CRUSH/INTEREST/FLING with branding and marketing related works/studies
am an art person. maybe has a flair but the talent is shaky and unstable. but recognises the depth of personal potential for arts. (:
I'm kinda brilliant. Mental note that aights? (:
Loves: Almost everyone.
Hates: Nothing really. Until you really know me i guess. (:
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met up
4:54 AM Saturday, May 20, 2006
met up with huiqi today. told her what has been toying my life recently. bloody. she and chia ying the same, laughed at me. mercilessly. but i know she cares abt me. haha. she said she hated my henna. but i know she wants to say that its nice. that's the thing with her, always like to suan me. but she's always truthful when she senses i'm not the usual self for her to suan. and she will do her best to help me. she told me; what friends are for? moreover she's my best friend. for that, i'm willing to die a thousand deaths for her. like olivia right?timot's latest entry made me want to blog. he reads othello. i'm envious. i want to take up literature too. but after i know abt the plot. i think i'm better off not reading it. it's like rubbing salt on my wounds. i mean loving someone until he plunged into a state of obsession. that's not for me. i'm more to the type where by i just be straightforward with the whole damned thing and never to regret anything i've done.timot, how well-documented is ur love? all typed out and scripted? isnt it painful? i mean.. u like the girl and the girl likes u. but due to some unforseen circumstances, u broke up with her. or rather, the relationship havent even start yet. so why are u crying to sleep everynight for her? yea.. i may say this abt u, but i never think of myself too. after all, i'm like u. everything seems so dramatic that there's no such thing as turning back for us. mine is gone case. and urs, non - existence? u have moved on. but i havent. u gave me a pull. but i fell right back in again. everytime i seemed despaired, u will offer hope for me. but then everytime i make light out of it, u will run me down again. i know what u want to do, i appreciate it. i'm well- protected by u. but then i'm not stupid either. i know what's real and what's not. it's just that i'm at the cross- junction. not knowing which direction to head. the road behind me is cut off. and i'm walking to and fro at the junction. if u can shed some light on this, will u lead me out of this dilemma? -waiting for the right guy and the right moment-but i havent regretted what i have done. i just wish i have done it in a better circumstance. but unlike timot, i guess mine is unrequited love. why do my love get so complicated? i get ones that i dont wish for. but those i wish to have one i never do. lol. all fated to be? or should i tune to huiqi's perpective? follow ur heart. i'm following mine. how abt u? but i still score zero in love. cause i never seem to allow myself to compromise. my heart tells me to go on and follow what i think is right. and i know i'm doing the right thing.timot : anyway, before u go any further.. remember, love is just a small part of ur life. my answer : love is not a small part of my life. because my family's and friends' love for me makes up most of my life. and timot. i love u for holding on to me. pulling me onto the shore. and walking down the lonely road with me. i know u will find ur fancy queen soon. then will i pass ur hand back to ur mistress. and i will walk alone with ur memories in my hands.listen to my heart beat. it tells u its fine. just that u cant see its cracks. it's breaking soon. i mended it once. tak kian. u broke it with ur bare hands. but i mended it. the scars were barely visible then. but now i face the danger of it being broken by someone else. someone whom timot thinks is capable of robbing my life away. someone who already did. will u hold it safely? or let it slip? so as to break it into a million pieces? cried and grew.
Don't be shy really. I know you are itching to say something. Just try to sound clever aights? (:
Let it all go, the life that you know, just to bring it down alive
Put your heart here. D E P O S I T
We have soul, though not all are soldiers.
In memory. Let's try tracing back history and continue to make wonderful history worthy of mention.
Call the police. They are helpful though they sound sick of the world. (: They may just keep you safe.