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Think about the love inside the strength of heart
Think about the heroes saving life in the dark
Climbing higher through the fire, time was running out
Think about the chance I never had to say
Thank you for giving up your life that day
Never fearing, only hearing voices calling out
Let it all go, the life that you know, just to bring it down alive
Be Strong
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Don't be shy. Cause I'm not. heh D:
I thought I saw the bumble bee.
Ah well. It's gonna be just you and me.
Ready?
Stay put where you are. Keep your soul and keep your heart. I'm loving y o u.
The world will little note, nor long remember what we say here, but it can never forget what they did here.
Hello, I am Jessica.
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do F a s h i o n related work/studies.
have a MAJOR CRUSH/INTEREST/FLING with branding and marketing related works/studies
am an art person. maybe has a flair but the talent is shaky and unstable. but recognises the depth of personal potential for arts. (:
I'm kinda brilliant. Mental note that aights? (:
Loves: Almost everyone.
Hates: Nothing really. Until you really know me i guess. (:
Jess kinda rocks; like big time ._.
it's my bloody life and i will live it my bloody way.
7:17 PM Sunday, May 14, 2006
RED. this colour like the colour of blood right?i just went through a rough patch yesterday. the whole thing starts off with a lie. and it got me so paranoid then i did stupid things. made myself depressed for nothing. HAHA. yepp. u saw me right. i typed I GOT DEPRESSED. yea yea. i got very depressed. i went around asking my godsis, best budd, mu en and chia ying for advice. lastly i think it's huiqi who got me straightened out my thoughts. huiqi is my girl best friend. lol. i know i very badd. she's already so depressed abt her council thing and yet she has to counsel me. speaking of which, if any of my zhonghua juniors who chance upon this blog, REMEMBER DONT CHOOSE AJC. if u cannot take the stress, that is. i see my friends all so haggard. and maybe one or two are probably suffering from depression. wth. what have u done to my friends? basket sia. i cant believe my friends are suffering for the sake of an easy admission into local university. i heard their PI got so hiong that a JC student actually wrote in to PAP and says he/she will vote for PAP, and so just get his/her teacher to bloody accept his/her bloody PI. imagine how many times his/her PI is being rejected sia. i really cant imagine.huiqi told me. if u like someone and even if that someone knows le. and if she is me, she will continue to like him. she encouraged me to continue like the person. so what if the whole world knows? i mean it's ur own bloody life and ur own bloody decision. she scolded me for thinking too much on how others thought and how that person thought. but never on how i felt. this struck me dumbfounded. she made so much sense. i mean she thinks if letting go of someone is that difficult, might as well accept the fact and continue to like him. let nature takes its course larh. yeapp... then i know i miss huiqi and her philosophy so much. then i continued on. forgetting my paranoma. i went on to talk abt her jc life. deep down. huiqi i know i cant do without u. last night huiming said that jessica is strong. but i corrected her. jessica is not strong. she is strong because of her friends. huiqi i love u so bloody much.last night i tot the situation between us will be so awkward. but it turned out to be fine. we still talked like friends. phew`... lol. and yes i still like him. maybe one fine bloody day i feel brave i might even tell him straight in the face that i like him. LOL.p.s. i hate talking to mingshi. she makes my stomach aches from laughter. ask benny. i complained to him abt mingshi and tot abt introducing him to her so she can crack him up instead of me. i swear i can die of laughter because of mingshi.last but not least : the new philosophy i just lin wu : THIS IS MY BLOODY LIFE AND I WILL LIVE IT MY BLOODY WAY. no ones dictates how happy or how miserable my life will be. =))). this is specially for huiqi.cried and grew.
Don't be shy really. I know you are itching to say something. Just try to sound clever aights? (:
Let it all go, the life that you know, just to bring it down alive
Put your heart here. D E P O S I T
We have soul, though not all are soldiers.
In memory. Let's try tracing back history and continue to make wonderful history worthy of mention.
Call the police. They are helpful though they sound sick of the world. (: They may just keep you safe.