Be Strong, Believe

Goddamned fucked up day
9:10 PM Thursday, May 25, 2006

i shall commemorate thursday, 25th may 2006. LOL.

why? let me start from thursday early morning. i was chionging my fabric book's two tests. the burning test and the staining test. MY GAWD. can u believe it? i almost gassed myself out. dots. that's how pathetic i am. then i chiong until 2 am. my bloody weak body cannot make it. and i got my migraine back again. GEESH. thanks, god. =x. then i had to search for my medicine. =.='' i smsed kaiming and yu xuan to help me tell vernon i'm sick. and off i went to bed with my splitting headaches. damned them. [ i know i'm not supposed to swear, but my classmates all do that. so i cant be too unique for my own good right? LOL ] i know i know... EXCUSES!!! lol. =x. too bad lorh.

then i woke up at 8.30 am. i dont care and wanted more sleep. so i went back and woke up at 10am. i did a simple washing up and i blur blur de walk to ah ma house to start on my fabric book. yes the actual thing. not the tests only. i'm done with them anyway. and guessed what? mingshi smsed me that paige wants our fabric book typed out. WTH. i went to on my com and started to sit down in front of it. waiting for it to load. i guess i wasnt fully awake yet. oh wells. then i started to compile all my notes bit by bit. when i say bit by bit. it's really BIT by BIT. all the bits and pieces add up actually gives lil. stuffs. LOL. can u imagine how slow i was? i even had a half an hour lunch break. with tv also. HAHAHHAHA. =x

then after lunch, i chionged my guts out. cause i realised i dont have enough time. yea yea. i know i slow can? and i'm really very the slow can? just dont remind le larh. LOL. in between i keep calling melanie to complain to her. i smsed han jun, kaiming, mu en and sharlene to update them abt my progress. i know i was so dead then. by 5.30pm [ btw, that was the time i was supposed to hand in my fabric book ] i was done with all the printing stuffs and i compiled all the shit together. my binder got spoiled by me because my fabric expanded so damn much that it has a BIG beer belly like bulge in the middle. oh well. i was really pek chek then and i any old how stick the fabric onto the stupid scrapbook le. but DO U SERIOUSLY THINK I CARE? i dont want to ace the sub. please paige, just give me a bloody pass can? so i wont be so 'coincidently' see u next year again for the same bloody subject.

i was so gan chiong by 5.30pm, and was so emotional that my hands trembled as i tried to bind my book. i almost got choked from suppressing my urge to cry. the trembling got so bad that i took half an hr to bind the stupid goddamned fabric book. then i rushed home [ i was at my ah ma house remember? ] to changed and took my bag and flagged a CITYcab. it's darn expensive can? trust me to take a cab at peak hour. $12. T.T i was so broke then.

then i went to the design canteen to find sharlene. omg. her table was so packed with stuffs that it can compare with the WW3 i left at my ah ma house. LOL. [ dont worry, i cleared up the mess the mo i got home. ] then i sat down and look at her. and she bloody reminded me that i got fig. drawing assignment the next day, which is today, to hand in. i think think think. then i realised i havent bought my A1 drawing paper. i runned like mad to the bookshop but it's closed. STILL, i knocked on the glass door until they opened the door and let me buy what i needed. i just grabbed what i believe to the thing i need and i paid my way out.

after which,sharlene was done with her fabric book and so we wrote a stupid note to paige and handed in our fabric books. then sharlene and i took bus to Tampines central. Melanie told me her sad story. believe it or not, her floppy disk got reformatted and hence her case is seriously a very sad story.

at night 10.45 i realised that what i bought was MAJONG PAPER. my goodness. i believed i was so screwed man. i called mel to complain to her but she never pick up the call, and i called yu xuan to complain to her. at that time i already had the mindset to fail this bloody figure drawing subject. anyway its an elective. sigh. but yu xuan was like my saviour can? she got extra drawing paper. GAWD. i made my father to drive me to kemangan to get the bloody paper from her. LOL. she was really nice to save me from that deep shit i was in. phew`! thank goodness for her.

when i reached home, it was like 12? i started to draw my final assignment straightaway. then i finished it around 1.30 am? then i spent half an hr doodling extra 4 pages of crappy sketches for vernon. once again, i dont expect myself to ace this subject. VERNON PLEASE GIVE ME A NICE B+ CAN?

after all the drama, i slept at 2.30 am. sadd life eh? i have been chionging until 2 plus am for the past 3 nights. SIAN. lol. trust me to take up this course. what to do? PERSERVERE lorh.

P.S. -- if u guys are JC people and u are reading my blog now. please understand that poly life isnt as carefree as u think so. if u think ur PI and PW is bad. look at our projects, reports and assignments can? trust me. u will think that we are equally stressed out and tired. moreover, poly students are actually more competitive than JC students. because we are in a larger pool of students who fight for the equal rights into local universities. speaking of which, i think i better log off now. i've typed quite a lot for an entry.

CIAOS people. timot i hope u are reading this. because i know u will. and most probably is because i ask u to. LOL. take care darlings.

cried and grew.